A year ago, I was in the bathroom, refusing to believe that a white plastic stick with a pink plus sign would change my life forever. I wanted to cry, laugh and throw up all at the same time. I remember feeling of scared, too. I don't think I've ever felt so scared in my entire life.
I'm a freshly college grad and my boy friend flew to US at that time.
What kind of life will I be able to give my baby when I myself am not certain about the kind of life I want to lead?
I think the only thing that kept me from passing out was the joy and excitement I felt.
Despite the worries and uncertainties , I was overjoyed because in less than seven months I am going to be a mommy. When I was in my 7th month of pregnancy my boyfriend and I decided to get married.
Finally, on March 15, 2008, J.C was born. He was even more perfect than I imagined. i will never forget that moment. It was the most amazing feeling ever. My life really did changed!
Most of the things that used to be important to me didn't seem to matter anymore. J.C comes first before anything and everything.
Having J.C, deciding to keep him and marrying the man I love, this were the best things I've ever done in this lifetime.
What kind of life will I be able to give my baby when I myself am not certain about the kind of life I want to lead?
I think the only thing that kept me from passing out was the joy and excitement I felt.
Despite the worries and uncertainties , I was overjoyed because in less than seven months I am going to be a mommy. When I was in my 7th month of pregnancy my boyfriend and I decided to get married.
Finally, on March 15, 2008, J.C was born. He was even more perfect than I imagined. i will never forget that moment. It was the most amazing feeling ever. My life really did changed!
Most of the things that used to be important to me didn't seem to matter anymore. J.C comes first before anything and everything.
Having J.C, deciding to keep him and marrying the man I love, this were the best things I've ever done in this lifetime.
these are some pictures of my J.C
When He was 3 day old
When he was 3 months old
This is the reason why I hate to be sick, I get too emotional!
Until my next post my friends....
Until my next post my friends....
3 comments:
He is so cute! My father-in-law is named J.C. He doesn't have a name, just initials.
I am happy for you and your family. I wish you joy and the happiness that should be yours. Savor each moment... this is what we are given.
wow. tough decisions with good results. you must have been scared, but also very brave! and look what a sweetie he is!!
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